:: kadang-kadang kenapakan ::

Im still bitter that Sazzy n Nazril lost in Sehati Berdansa ..16% : 84% is this true? But its ok, they did a great job together wif their choreographer .. Sian ey .. They were awesome bh .. :(

:: kadang-kadang suwiiit ::

I am officially on the hunt for DSN's latest cd wif KD .. Out on the 28th .. Hope aku tejmpa d Kuching .. Ai mau pls pls pls! And oso, the theme is purple tarkubi .. Ai suka banget

:: kadang-kadang bikin hatiku rindu ::

Assalamualaikum ..

Merry Xmas to aunty Christine (aunty? Haha muda mase ok ..) .. Had fun last nite wif the sis n the family n ajis n aunty Christine .. Spent the nite at Jp bwa aunty begambr2 .. It was fun, its been a while .. Thanx kaka ku for dinner n movie n semuanya .. Lubs you xoxo

Watched The Chipmunks d mlm wif the nephews n ajis n aunty Christine .. Kiyots those chipmunks n chippettes (sp?) .. I want their version of Hot and Cold .. Huhu .. And owh, Avatar is seriously ahmazing .. Ehe

Picking up the bro n wife 2nite at the airport frm KK .. Then if jadi smbung ngedate .. Depends klu jadi or not ..

My handfone is playing tricks with me .. Bought a fake hp battery for me to use for the time being until i haf the budget to buy the original .. So the story is, if my fone abis batt smpi tetutup hp, i will find it hard to charge it .. Yesterday semalaman ku cucuk biar ia charging tpi nada hasil nyeh .. So then I tried aunty's charger, fortunately mau, so i assumed my charger yg mentel .. Tpi ku cuba charger ku tdi pgi, mau pun charging .. So d aher crita ini, sya kurang fhm akan masalah sebenar ..

Another story .. I tink I cn let go of him now .. Thanx for the memories .. I gez Im the weird-obsessive friend .. Even if hes there, well, the main thing is, seems like we're on different wavelengths .. sighs .. When its not there anymore, let go .. The more we wait, the more time we lose .. Di penghujung kisah, aku bukan siapa-siapa for him .. Wishing him to get the happiness that he deserves ..

~I see you~ Happy for it's the 3rd .. Wishing for many many more .. Te queiro mucho mi amor <3 <3 <3

:: kadang-kadang menjadi mimpi berterbangan ::

Assalamualaikum ..

Today was a bit slow .. I guess .. The mind .. The heart .. The atmosphere .. Finding my solace at Rimba .. Thought I wud spend the day saja but smpi kul 7 mlm palng tu aa .. Atu pun hmm .. Nvm ..

Kinda bitter the whole day .. And right now Im saying to myself, "sabar Kartina .. apa-apa ani sabar pls" .. The mind is trying to compress and put away things .. Namun ...

Was hoping to meet him tonite but he changed his mind so tomorrow nite it is .. sighs ..

BNC is suspended (Aini, its ok ;p) .. So Im back at zero rah trivia .. Like literally zero .. haha .. Even Aziz is ahead of me .. But its ok .. I had my moment .. Ive achieved wat I wanted =) .. Nda payah ke jiwa kat owhs .. hehe .. Im hating that I cant type faster and with zero typo .. I hate that that that .. Nyeh .. Watevs ..

:: kadang-kadang ku mimpi tuk gapai bintang di langit ::

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I’d ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I’d pour my heart out on each page
I’d ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I’d say, I’d say, I’d say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road…… we’re on

If I wrote a note to God
I’d say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness
Put some tenderness in our hearts
And I’d say, I’d say, I’d say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven’t got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we’re on

No, no no no
We can’t do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven’t got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we’re on

No, no no no
We can’t do this on our own
So, So

If I wrote a note to God

(Charice - Note to God)

:: kadang-kadang cuma dipandang sepi ::

Happy 65th Birthday to my mum yestrday .. Thanx to my sis for the effort wlupun .. Love u sis <3 ..

bitter owhs .. sleeping on it .. Sometimes it really hurts wen we try and try yet it doesnt give dat much meaning to somebody ..

:: kadang-kadang perubahan itu perlu ::

Assalamualaikum ..


Salam Maal Hijrah 1431 .. Semoga tahun baru ini akan membawa aku dan kita semua kepenghijrahan yang lebih bermakna .. Amin!! Semoga aku bleh kurang lampuh sedikit .. astee .. kenapa nda serius ani kan?!? ..


Also, a big thanx to my friend,Aini for tagging me in one of her post .. click HERE .. =) .. Tentang bulan rupanya mase boleh menyentuh hati ..


Hijrah ... How I wish I can make real of the things that Im suppose to .. Namun, selangkah demi selangkah .. I dun care if some ppl say I might take a long time by taking those small steps, tapi biar aku sja yang faham apa yg ingin aku capai .. Im not the best person, daughter, sister, friend, student, soulmate, etc .. But Im sure to try and make the ppl that I love dearly happy ..


One has apologised .. But ntah aa .. I dun feel I haf to forgive .. I mean, I was sad when I knew, but who am I to judge one's reaction .. To me, one is still the same, someone dearly to me .. Aher kata, tiada kemaafan karna tiada kesalahan =) ..


Sampai bertemu .. ..